Why I'm Still a Christian

[robvalue]

Oh boy.... Oh boy... He makes kids to starve and die of diseases as a sport for him to watch to see if we go solve the problem he created? If we fail, those kids suffer? Don't you see what kind of sick bastard you are not just describing but supporting? If I thought that was real, what you just said, the last thing I would do is worship that monster. I'd beg him to fucking stop it right now! Stop punishing kids for the supposed inaction of other people! What is wrong with you God?

Ugh. OK I give up for now. I'll try again another day.

Just think about this: what horrors would God have to unleash upon the world for you to stop and say this is not ok! Because fuck me, I think I've seen it all. I couldn't imagine anything worse than what I know already goes on. I literally have to delude myself into thinking it's not happening to be able to function, or else I'd collapse in despair and never get up.