Welcome, Brometheus! We are currently undergoing some technical adjustments, but don't let that deter you. You're in the right place.
I can relate to what you're saying. I come from a deeply religious environment. I've developed a panic disorder as well and I know just what you mean by that fear of god. If you want to talk about it, feel free to PM me. I also find Hitchens to be very comforting. There is a YT series which combines his best arguments and I found it works great on irrational fears.
I'm sorry to hear about your depression. I'm sure you'll find a great community here and if you read or participate in debates with theists, your disbelief is bound to solidify. Welcome again and enjoy!
I can relate to what you're saying. I come from a deeply religious environment. I've developed a panic disorder as well and I know just what you mean by that fear of god. If you want to talk about it, feel free to PM me. I also find Hitchens to be very comforting. There is a YT series which combines his best arguments and I found it works great on irrational fears.
I'm sorry to hear about your depression. I'm sure you'll find a great community here and if you read or participate in debates with theists, your disbelief is bound to solidify. Welcome again and enjoy!