Frankly I find it amazing that you can realize you don't believe it yet be loathe to leave that cesspool of a religion. I understand your family and social relationships depend on the perception that you are one of them. You will be shunned if you speak the truth. That is a pretty tough reality.
And you're right your life has been greatly constrained by all this. You have my sympathy. Best of luck making your way into a social network that fits you better. I apologize for my initial reaction.
And you're right your life has been greatly constrained by all this. You have my sympathy. Best of luck making your way into a social network that fits you better. I apologize for my initial reaction.