RE: Scared I have the "fat virus"
July 18, 2015 at 7:52 am
(This post was last modified: July 18, 2015 at 8:01 am by Razzle.)
I'm getting that vaccine as soon as it's available. As long as they don't preserve it with mercury and put the mercury in the so-called "control" vaccines during trials so there's no way of knowing how the mercury affects people long-term, as some manufacturers still do. Nothing is QUITE worth being injected with mercury but it WOULD be worth significant financial sacrifice and travel for me personally.
MH, weight is not my biggest fear, it's my favourite DISTRACTION from my biggest fear. Focusing on something positive that gives me a sense of achievement reduces the chance of a life-threatening OCD relapse, because when I'm not busy my mind can go there instead of drifting to dark places. I don't want that turned into a source of stress and disappointment by uncontrollable weight gain.
MH, weight is not my biggest fear, it's my favourite DISTRACTION from my biggest fear. Focusing on something positive that gives me a sense of achievement reduces the chance of a life-threatening OCD relapse, because when I'm not busy my mind can go there instead of drifting to dark places. I don't want that turned into a source of stress and disappointment by uncontrollable weight gain.
"Faith is a state of openness or trust. To have faith is like when you trust yourself to the water. You don't grab hold of the water when you swim, because if you do you will become stiff and tight in the water, and sink. You have to relax, and the attitude of faith is the very opposite of clinging, and holding on. In other words, a person who is fanatic in matters of religion, and clings to certain ideas about the nature of God and the universe becomes a person who has no faith at all. Instead they are holding tight. But the attitude of faith is to let go, and become open to truth, whatever it might turn out to be."
Alan Watts
Alan Watts
