For those of you who remember, my GF said she would keep my child from me if I continued to say I was an atheist. So, in my infinite wisdom I thought it would be a good idea to pretend I believed in god but not the Christian god. Anyway, today she brought up baptizing the child and I couldn't keep my mouth shut. I told her I would have nothing to do with it, as it is a Christian ceremony and I am not a Christian.
Now she's giving me the cold shoulder again, and I'm thinking, there really is no way out of this that allows me to have a meaningful place in my child's life. It's almost ironic, because the very fact that I went out to get what I wanted, and she is now pregnant and lives in another country, feels like a punishment for my womanizing ways.
There is no real resolution to this, I just needed to rant about it before breaking things with my head.
Now she's giving me the cold shoulder again, and I'm thinking, there really is no way out of this that allows me to have a meaningful place in my child's life. It's almost ironic, because the very fact that I went out to get what I wanted, and she is now pregnant and lives in another country, feels like a punishment for my womanizing ways.
There is no real resolution to this, I just needed to rant about it before breaking things with my head.
