Some Advice needed from real people

[themonkeyman]

Hey folks

I'm new to this forum and I hope to make it a place where I can learn from you fine folks. I do though come with a question.

I left Christianity 'little over a month ago because after the year I've had i cannot believe in God after the times I've asked for peace and never received it.

So here's my quetion. When I was a Christian I read about the 'unforgivable sin' I became deeply troubled... sought advice and received it from Christian apologists.

Then one day I was talking to my self verblly working stuff out and I said that the Holy Spirit is like a demon. When I was speaking though my thoughts were because they are both spirits and they both possess people well thts according to the view ive herd

So that got me worried I went into a deep depression thinking I've committed it and only since leaving it all behind have I started tonfind peace.

The question still haunts me. Christian apologists say that hat I said is not what Jesus was talking about. I would believe them but so many Christians have so many views on everything that its impossible to believe their opinion.

So since I know atheists agnostics deist and theists all know the bible and generally dont bullshit the answer do I folks think by me saying it that I have committed it???

I am letting go of if it all but this still worries me.

Cheers folks.