I am so lucky, I love my job, have really understanding co-workers and my boss knows my situation. I actually love going to work, since I can take the role of a kind and smiling customer server, and in return I have nice and smiling customers. It's a simple enough job to do when down, so I don't need to think too hard, and it's one of the things that kept me from completely losing my shit. I could not work full time however, it would be too taxing, but a couple of days a week is ideal for me.
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura
