(June 28, 2016 at 10:48 am)robvalue Wrote: Feeling thoroughly miserable. Nothing I do can cheer me up. I don't want to do anything, and I don't have the energy to anyway. I just have to grit my teeth and get through it, and hope the effect of these tablets starts to wear off tomorrow. And then hope underlying depression doesn't jump right in to take its place. It's only the people who love me that keep me going, and the effect it would have on them if I was not here. Otherwise I don't think I would.Hopefully not taking the pills helps. See a doctor! You are NOT useless. Don't worry too much. You ARE worth people's time. Don't be too hard on yourself.
Emma's off again tomorrow for another trip, I am very happy for her, but I'm going to miss her so much.
I feel weak, pathetic, useless and not worthy of anyone's time or attention. Over the last year or so I've felt fairly strong, like I have an outer shell that can withstand some punishment, even if my insides are hurting. Right now I feel thoroughly exposed.
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian