RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
October 27, 2016 at 4:45 pm
(This post was last modified: October 27, 2016 at 4:46 pm by Longhorn.)
I know I bitch about shit and people that get me down a lot, but this is a time in my life I can say honestly that I am content.
Not happy. Not in the euphoric, stare off into the sunset kind of way. I'm not in a good mood all the time. I don't feel grateful to be alive. Not everything is going my way. Most things aren't. I stress out and I cry and sometimes I just want everyone to go fuck themselves. There are days when the only pleasure I can experience is being asleep. But I'm satisfied. I'm at peace with the mistakes I made and the risks I took and godammit, I'm not miserable and that's all I can realistically expect from life and I feel glad that I'm getting it atm.
Not happy. Not in the euphoric, stare off into the sunset kind of way. I'm not in a good mood all the time. I don't feel grateful to be alive. Not everything is going my way. Most things aren't. I stress out and I cry and sometimes I just want everyone to go fuck themselves. There are days when the only pleasure I can experience is being asleep. But I'm satisfied. I'm at peace with the mistakes I made and the risks I took and godammit, I'm not miserable and that's all I can realistically expect from life and I feel glad that I'm getting it atm.