(September 30, 2016 at 8:15 pm)Gemini Wrote:(September 30, 2016 at 7:58 pm)Emjay Wrote: CIJSAIJBH...
I'm feeling a lot like a fly these days... an annoying nuisance buzzing around and popping up randomly without much to say and not landing long enough in one place to be helpful. If anyone feels that way about me, please feel free to swat me. Rather that than continue to be unhelpful and a nuisance and worse, maybe even make people feel worse. Seriously... swat me if I'm unwelcome... no offence will be taken... honesty is the best policy here. Thanks.
I really don't feel that way about you, Emjay. I always love your posts. And I feel the way you describe sometimes. Maybe someone should swat me too.
Course I would probably enjoy it.
Oops shouldn't have said that.
Thanks Gemini, that's very kind of you
I was supposed to be taking a break from the forum but I seem to be in an awkward limbo between that and being here. I just don't have the energy or the comprehension to be fully involved here any more. My mind feels incapable of understanding the simplest of topics and I have no energy for long conversations. So I've basically become much more of a lurker, and when I do post it's simple posts here or there and usually just opinions stated without the expectation of replies - ie (s)hit and runs. I just do not feel capable any more of doing much more than that, but with that state of limbo, of one foot in and one out the door, I feel like I'm maybe hurting my friends. That it would be better all round if I just left completely rather than being someone so sporadic in appearance... someone they can't rely on because of that.