(September 19, 2016 at 4:43 pm)mh.brewer Wrote: When I analyze all the motivations I can think of they all come down to fear.
I won't go to heaven.
I will go to hell.
I won't be accepted.
I will be alone.
I won't be loved.
I won't be comforted.
And on and on.
When I boil any motivation down I come up with fear. Frankly, that's pretty fucked up.
Then once you're in, other motivations take over. Power, money, manipulation, superiority, .............
I do t find that any of those apply to me.