I guess I should post a photo of my last (EVA!) Chemo day!
That's me on the left with my baldy-baldness (you can't see my fuzz from this distance), my mom on the right, my sister on the computer screen (we were skyping), I was texting with my other sister and my dad was taking the photo - had the whole family there!
Anyway, it's done, it's done, it's done! Next hurdle to jump is surgery on December 19th, the day after my birthday, happy birthday to me :/ and then it's up in the air about whether I need radiation treatment or not. That can't be determined until after surgery.
Today at work has been.... not rough, just restless. I'm having a restless day which means I don't want to be here. I feel pretty clear headed but I don't want to do anything, but at the same time I feel like I'd rather be here laying on my cot than at home laying on my couch all alone. At least here there are people and there is activity and I can occasionally be useful.
I decided a couple of hours ago that what I really wanted to do was draw up the days on next year's calendar (I doodle on my calendars on the special days) but I don't have a calendar I can do that on yet! And it just occurred to me that typing is hurting my forearms so I'm going to sign off and watch something on youtube on my lunch break.
HUZZAH!
That's me on the left with my baldy-baldness (you can't see my fuzz from this distance), my mom on the right, my sister on the computer screen (we were skyping), I was texting with my other sister and my dad was taking the photo - had the whole family there!
Anyway, it's done, it's done, it's done! Next hurdle to jump is surgery on December 19th, the day after my birthday, happy birthday to me :/ and then it's up in the air about whether I need radiation treatment or not. That can't be determined until after surgery.
Today at work has been.... not rough, just restless. I'm having a restless day which means I don't want to be here. I feel pretty clear headed but I don't want to do anything, but at the same time I feel like I'd rather be here laying on my cot than at home laying on my couch all alone. At least here there are people and there is activity and I can occasionally be useful.
I decided a couple of hours ago that what I really wanted to do was draw up the days on next year's calendar (I doodle on my calendars on the special days) but I don't have a calendar I can do that on yet! And it just occurred to me that typing is hurting my forearms so I'm going to sign off and watch something on youtube on my lunch break.
HUZZAH!
Teenaged X-Files obsession + Bermuda Triangle episode + Self-led school research project = Atheist.