If I could handle those kind of pix, I would have gone on to be an MD, which I actually did consider, early in life. I know that I wouldn't have handled a patient's death well, especially if it was all/even partly my fault. I worked as a mechanic for many years, and then as an engineer. One of those machines die and go the scrap heap, TFB.
If you get to thinking you’re a person of some influence, try ordering somebody else’s dog around.