(April 6, 2019 at 11:43 pm)seylee Wrote: I cannot take God anymore..feel like I'm walking on eggshells and I feel like I'm dealing with a judgmental and abusive entIty all the time. I feel really isolated and I can't tell anyone what's going on...
That is one heck of a first post. A little background would help.
Here is the good news, there is no heaven or hell to bribe or threaten you with. That isn't saying you can be lawless or violent, it just means this is the one life we get. You can still feel love and have empathy for others, you simply don't need to assign human behaviors to being the poker chips of a sky hero vs a ground troll.