RE: The unworthy.
April 28, 2013 at 6:48 pm
(This post was last modified: April 28, 2013 at 7:07 pm by A_Nony_Mouse.)
(April 27, 2013 at 11:01 am)LastPoet Wrote: I have struggled with drug addiction for long, I got free of it 12 years ago (heroin) and struggled hard to be free of the slavery I thrown myself into. For months, I seeked for support, for help from my fellow humans, yet, tthey all focus on blaming the stupidity of my actions, that I should've known better. I tried real hard, but nothing could really ease the pain.
Today I faced my old addiction, there was this guy that offered me a score of heroin and I refused, I rather felt proud of myself, only to be twarted by other humans distrust AT MY HOME.
So, forgive me for feeling low, because its as simple as that: We are deseased with prejudice and corruption, the human race best available option is to be erradicated from this planet as the plague it is.
As someone who is ending smoking on very serious medical advice after heart attacks I got into the addiction without the reward of the high. I am not making a comparison but you are way ahead of me saying no.
You didn't take the hit. You did well. You did what most people can't. If the wife really doesn't like it, to hell with her. If she isn't sharing your success what is her value to you? Upsetting you, getting you down, works against staying off the stuff.
Pardon but staying off is worth more to you than any woman can ever be.
(April 28, 2013 at 6:30 am)LastPoet Wrote: Thank you for your support guys, I still feel like shit, but I'll get better given time.
One would think your celebrating a success would overcome anything she could throw at you.