Need a place to confide

[dorado]

Hi im from a foreign country 
i just want to skip ahead to my main topic
im the second child in my family im 15 years old and all my friends have cheated on me and right now i have only one friend always i keep thinking that why does she even want me.my mother always makes me to work for her and no matter how hard i try to clean our whole house she will always find a way to make me sad and she keeps telling me how ugly iam and that no one will never want me shes so fat and shes kind of upset with the fact that im not.
my brother keeps making fun of me in front of every one and makes me ANGRY.i took this test that if your depressed or not like a hundred times and the test says i need to go to a counsellor but the say this places are only for crazy people 
our family have enough money but they only pay for my brother 
i tried to kill myself twice but it didnt work out right now im crying lately no matters why i start crying and ive been eating as much as a bird the only thing that makes me hopeful is to think about the future that i might have 
please dont make fun of me i need help please

[brewer]

Welcome Soloatheist. Hope you have a wonderful journey here. Just accept your wife for herself. The combination has worked for others.

[Alex K]

Hi im from a foreign country 
i just want to skip ahead to my main topic
im the second child in my family im 15 years old and all my friends have cheated on me and right now i have only one friend always i keep thinking that why does she even want me.my mother always makes me to work for her and no matter how hard i try to clean our whole house she will always find a way to make me sad and she keeps telling me how ugly iam and that no one will never want me shes so fat and shes kind of upset with the fact that im not.
my brother keeps making fun of me in front of every one and makes me ANGRY.i took this test that if your depressed or not like a hundred times and the test says i need to go to a counsellor but the say this places are only for crazy people 
our family have enough money but they only pay for my brother 
i tried to kill myself twice but it didnt work out right now im crying lately no matters why i start crying and ive been eating as much as a bird the only thing that makes me hopeful is to think about the future that i might have 
please dont make fun of me i need help please

Attention all Members: we have a fancy drink on our hands!

[ignoramus]

Dorado? Welcome....
How are we are atheists going to offer advice on the day to day "days of our lives" of teenagers.
Isn't there better forums to help with this kind of stuff...
Why on earth would we make fun of somebody who's tried twice to commit suicide and failed!
Please ring an anonymous suicide hotline. They have experts in this field who will talk to you and offer advice...

Other than that, please read some of the ridiculous posts from some of our favourite characters for a good belly laugh?

[Minimalist]

BanHammer approaching......................................

[Pyrrho]

Welcome!

I'm not against religion. In fact, I'm comfortable saying, we all have the right to believe what we want.

I dearly hope most atheists here would agree. That doesn't mean it's a good idea though.

I'm a happily married man, with two alamazing children.

It's ok to make up new adjectives for your children

My wife doesn't fully know if my disbelief in God. I've tried opening up a time or two, but she just says she doesn't want to talk about it, because it scares her. I get it, she doesn't want to be "dammed". Just like everyone whom has a strong faith in their religion.

I'm sorry, that sucks.

My wife is Mormon, and my father, and stepmother are catholic, while my biological mother is Mormon.

Oh jees...

None of them fully know that I just don't believe it. I can't talk to them about it, because they get upset, and disappointed. So I keep it to myself. I'm not in any way "anti-God", I just strongly feel as if it is a fairytale, created so that society had a reason for morals, because conformists don't have the full mind capacity to think for themselves, and decide what is right and wrong.

After your further elaborations, which sound reasonably anti-God, I find it interesting that you feel the need to stress that you are in fact not anti-God. What do you mean by that?

Don't get me wrong, I'm not a science freak

Pity!

however, everything that has literal proof in this world, can be shown through scientific facts.

Oh, you're a science freak. Go on...

For many years now, I cannot put any belief in fideism. But, I'm alone in this journey in everyday life, being as I'm surrounded in such strong believers that God exists. Therefore, I confide only internally, and sometimes that's just not enough. I'm hoping I've found a community to help me with such a battle. Thank you, to everyone that has taken the time to read this, and give your welcomes, and responses.

Forgive me my sarcasm, I had too much red wine. Looking forward to your further insights!

I see that this is a resurrected thread, but you are such a blasphemer that I must respond.  Too much red wine?  If you are still living and able to post, then that is an impossibility!  You should have a greater respect for Dionysus, you godless heathen!

[Alex K]

In retrospect, I might not have had enough, obviously...