Spiritual Atheist Musings
October 2, 2010 at 9:35 pm
(This post was last modified: October 2, 2010 at 9:38 pm by mhikl.)
Hi to all,
I have been an atheist since about my second year of university and the moment hit me hard having been sent to church from an early age. My parents weren't so fastidious in their attendance leading me to suspect a greater need for weekend time off from six kids; a case of the Lord working in mysterious ways. The only thing I didn't like about church was that the nickel for the collection plate had to come out of my meagre weekly allowance. (In kid-speak, that was half a comic book.)
I learned to meditate around the age of 10 while reading The Third Eye by T (Tuesday) Lobsang Rampa, an Irish man hosting the spirit of a Tibetan Monk. TLR was my first spiritual leader and because of him, before falling asleep, I would practise astro-travelling to Mars and Pluto. Having little success I lowered my sights to the Moon hoping that shaving some distance from my travel plans might make my work a little easier. I was also worried about my spirit freezing on Pluto or cooking on Mars and I knew I could see my way back from the Moon. However, puberty waylaid my objectives in this form of meditation when another suddenly came to mind. *
Fast tracking to shortly after my emergence to atheism, the Maharishi Mahesh Yogi's Transcendental Meditation Movement visited my part of the world and I learned how to practise meditation whilst sitting upright in a chair, which served me well until I attended a Buddhist based weekend retreat called The Sacred Path of the Warrior. (Sorry for the synopsis, but I have plans for the evening.)
Though an outspoken atheist, in the most gentle respect, I accept that I do have spiritual needs. I am a people person and can and do accost the breathing in waiting lines, at cross walks or anywhere I catch them lingering purposelessly. Most don't seem to mind.
So, I have proven the credulity of being a chatterer and having finished this epistle and read all the rules and regulations for this forum (very well written, I might add - Paragraphs as your best friend! totally agree- and I thought I was the only one with this weird idea, ha!) I shall continue my quest to find the craftily hidden group membership button so I can join the Canucks and blather away.
Namaste,
mhikl
* Fortunately, I didn't know the Irish or hosting connexions at the time- I was smart enough to have been at least a little miffed; and unfortunately, I was to find out too late that T Lobsang Rampa shared the same birthday as I and he lived only fifty kilometres from my home in Alberta. TLR's loss too. I would have biked the distance in the summer and thumbed a ride in the winter to mow his lawn and shovel his walks; he was that important to me. (The connectivity of all humans, even based upon chance, is thought for wonder.)
I have been an atheist since about my second year of university and the moment hit me hard having been sent to church from an early age. My parents weren't so fastidious in their attendance leading me to suspect a greater need for weekend time off from six kids; a case of the Lord working in mysterious ways. The only thing I didn't like about church was that the nickel for the collection plate had to come out of my meagre weekly allowance. (In kid-speak, that was half a comic book.)
I learned to meditate around the age of 10 while reading The Third Eye by T (Tuesday) Lobsang Rampa, an Irish man hosting the spirit of a Tibetan Monk. TLR was my first spiritual leader and because of him, before falling asleep, I would practise astro-travelling to Mars and Pluto. Having little success I lowered my sights to the Moon hoping that shaving some distance from my travel plans might make my work a little easier. I was also worried about my spirit freezing on Pluto or cooking on Mars and I knew I could see my way back from the Moon. However, puberty waylaid my objectives in this form of meditation when another suddenly came to mind. *
Fast tracking to shortly after my emergence to atheism, the Maharishi Mahesh Yogi's Transcendental Meditation Movement visited my part of the world and I learned how to practise meditation whilst sitting upright in a chair, which served me well until I attended a Buddhist based weekend retreat called The Sacred Path of the Warrior. (Sorry for the synopsis, but I have plans for the evening.)
Though an outspoken atheist, in the most gentle respect, I accept that I do have spiritual needs. I am a people person and can and do accost the breathing in waiting lines, at cross walks or anywhere I catch them lingering purposelessly. Most don't seem to mind.
So, I have proven the credulity of being a chatterer and having finished this epistle and read all the rules and regulations for this forum (very well written, I might add - Paragraphs as your best friend! totally agree- and I thought I was the only one with this weird idea, ha!) I shall continue my quest to find the craftily hidden group membership button so I can join the Canucks and blather away.
Namaste,
mhikl
* Fortunately, I didn't know the Irish or hosting connexions at the time- I was smart enough to have been at least a little miffed; and unfortunately, I was to find out too late that T Lobsang Rampa shared the same birthday as I and he lived only fifty kilometres from my home in Alberta. TLR's loss too. I would have biked the distance in the summer and thumbed a ride in the winter to mow his lawn and shovel his walks; he was that important to me. (The connectivity of all humans, even based upon chance, is thought for wonder.)
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