spiritual atheist with cramp

[o.patrickm]

spiritual atheist interested in black magic, dark arts etc. yes online as well.
have a problem where I feel like I am bothering someone in my building by looking evil
like a heretic. wish I could impress the average atheist with black magic instead of just
bothering whoever I come across in life. want it to be less annoying.

in terms of philisophy would consider myself to believe in the grand scheme or the
major powers but not in the use of modern religion.

does this sound like someone you would hang with?

[BrianSoddingBoru4]

No, but welcome just the same.

Boru

[o.patrickm]

No, but welcome just the same.

Boru

hello, hope I didnt come off as brash
want to hang here, is that okay? need the atheist perspective.
support it more than you think.

[zebo-the-fat]

I class magic, black, white or purple in the same category as religion - unproven nonsense

[o.patrickm]

I class magic, black, white or purple in the same category as religion - unproven nonsense

depends on what facts you go by, obviously people subjective. what school you in?

[o.patrickm]

hate the feeling that I am bothering someone in my apartment building!
I am trying to do research and these people are vicious to me.
find religious people to be very arrogant. they speak to me with cruelty and claim to be superior.

[zebo-the-fat]

I class magic, black, white or purple in the same category as religion - unproven nonsense

depends on what facts you go by, obviously people subjective. what school you in?

The school of testable facts!

[Belacqua]

hate the feeling that I am bothering someone in my apartment building!
I am trying to do research and these people are vicious to me.
find religious people to be very arrogant. they speak to me with cruelty and claim to be superior.

I'm curious how your research is bothering people in your building. Is it noisy? Is there smoke? 

It doesn't surprise me that people are vicious to you, and claim to be superior. People are often that way. But behavior like that isn't limited to religious people.

[Gwaithmir]

Welcome from Middle Earth! 

[o.patrickm]

hate the feeling that I am bothering someone in my apartment building!
I am trying to do research and these people are vicious to me.
find religious people to be very arrogant. they speak to me with cruelty and claim to be superior.

I'm curious how your research is bothering people in your building. Is it noisy? Is there smoke? 

It doesn't surprise me that people are vicious to you, and claim to be superior. People are often that way. But behavior like that isn't limited to religious people.

it bothers them because they are spiritually entitled people in a controlled environment
not for great thinkers but for obedient normalcy. most of them are older than fifty and dont
work real jobs. I used spirituality to enhance my life which is rooted in real life physics, physics
of the ordinary social world, city etc.

obviously people have no pity as its not the absolute worst imagineable people but I want you
to hear me out. they focus many innocent attacks at me and presume their innocence to me.
they are trying to make me paranoid, I can feel their hate toward me and superiority is just one
way I describe the bullying.

really my research and work bothers them because its outside the realm of what they practice
and they will not allow me to do it in a way that makes sense. can easily work a normal job, have
a career and everything. it disagrees with their religion faith and values which are all presented to
us as glib and hypocritical. no matter how far their truth goes they want me to hate them.