Our server costs ~$56 per month to run. Please consider donating or becoming a Patron to help keep the site running. Help us gain new members by following us on Twitter and liking our page on Facebook!
Current time: August 19, 2022, 12:28 am

Thread Rating:
  • 0 Vote(s) - 0 Average
  • 1
  • 2
  • 3
  • 4
  • 5
I lost my Soul
#1
I lost my Soul
Basically I was a Christian, or at least I thought I was. I kept on sinning and just like it says if you blaspheme the Holy spirit its unforgivable. I ignored his promptings for years and then out of nowhere something in me was different. Literally in an instant. I have been separated from Gods presence here on earth and I cant even describe what it's like, but let me tell you that He loves everyone very much. Its like I don't exist anymore. My spirit's GONE. dead. I'm literally just existing in the flesh with no Love in me. I know I'm going to hell, and its just like the bible says those who reject him will be aware of their coming judgement. I cant stress it enough how important it is to Accept Jesus. Having no soul is like complete apathy, but not really because I cant feel anything. I just process everything around me. No enjoyment, satisfaction, nothing good. Just like the bible says everything good comes from God and it is so hard to describe what having no love, faith, or hope in you at all is like. I just exist, but I don't. I'm just waiting, and I'm aware that I'm going to hell, but it doesn't bother me, because only through love can you truly care about anything. All that's in my heart is wickidness. You know how when you think about past memories or do things you like and you get this good feeling, I have nothing. The dead know nothing. Its indescribable. All I can say is I cant stress enough how much Jesus loves all of you, and that he accepts you just how you are right now. If you can Love at all even a tiny bit, that's all he needs. Trust me when I say anything in this life is nothing compared to what will be waiting for you in heaven. I have no intuition anymore, I have no identity, and I don't mean that to sound dramatic I mean literally. Its like things I used to enjoy and hate I remember that I did like the, but I cant feel it. Nothing, youd think I would freak out, but without a soul it doesn't matter. I cant freak out, because that would require some sort of goodness to actually care. I know it sounds just like depression and apathy, but its not. Its just NOTHING.
Reply
#2
RE: I lost my Soul
You can't lose something you never had. You can, however, develop depression. Go see a doctor.
I don't believe you. Get over it.
Reply
#3
RE: I lost my Soul
(July 25, 2017 at 2:45 pm)Jesster Wrote: You can't lose something you never had. You can, however, develop depression. Go see a doctor.

Already done that.
Reply
#4
RE: I lost my Soul
What Jess said. Seen a doctor, no help? Find a better doctor.
"The family that prays together...is brainwashing their children."- Albert Einstein
Reply
#5
RE: I lost my Soul
You keep mentioning the importance of how we need to believe in Jesus.

Therefore, *channels Min*:

"Blow Jesus out your ass".
“The man who can't visualize a horse galloping on a tomato is an idiot.”
~ André Breton
Reply
#6
RE: I lost my Soul
And here you have a major problem with religion. It makes you think you have something called a soul, and if you aren't careful, and don't follow the rules, you'll lose it, or spend eternity in a horrible place. Which leads people like GoneGuy to think he has no value anymore, because he lost something that no one can prove he had.

Buddy, you have to find meaning and joy in what objectively exists. What you can see, and heard, and feel, and show to other people. There is where you'll find contentment. Not in some other world people say exists after you die. Not from some book of myths from the bronze/iron age. Find a secular support group that deals with depression, and how to deal with life without the brainwashing that religion does to you. There is hope. You'll be ok.
Poe's Law: "Without a winking smiley or other blatant display of humor, it is impossible to create a parody of Fundamentalism that SOMEONE won't mistake for the real thing."

10 Christ-like figures that predate Jesus. Link shortened to Chris ate Jesus for some reason...
http://listverse.com/2009/04/13/10-chris...ate-jesus/

Good video to watch, if you want to know how common the Jesus story really is.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88GTUXvp-50

A list of biblical contradictions from the infallible word of Yahweh.
http://infidels.org/library/modern/jim_m...tions.html

Reply
#7
RE: I lost my Soul
*hug* You're not going to hell, GoneGuy. Trust that a truly good god would never put anyone through something like that, and that it's just a myth that was invented to scare people into the pews and loot their wallets.
Reply
#8
RE: I lost my Soul
Sounds like the prefect time to go do crimes to me. What would you have to loose?
I don't have an anger problem, I have an idiot problem




Reply
#9
RE: I lost my Soul
(July 25, 2017 at 2:40 pm)GoneGuy Wrote: Basically I was a Christian, or at least I thought I was. I kept on sinning and just like it says if you blaspheme the Holy spirit its unforgivable. I ignored his promptings for years and then out of nowhere something in me was different. Literally in an instant. I have been separated from Gods presence here on earth and I cant even describe what it's like, but let me tell you that He loves everyone very much. Its like I don't exist anymore. My spirit's GONE. dead. I'm literally just existing in the flesh with no Love in me. I know I'm going to hell, and its just like the bible says those who reject him will be aware of their coming judgement. I cant stress it enough how important it is to Accept Jesus. Having no soul is like complete apathy, but not really because I cant feel anything. I just process everything around me. No enjoyment, satisfaction, nothing good. Just like the bible says everything good comes from God and it is so hard to describe what having no love, faith, or hope in you at all is like. I just exist, but I don't. I'm just waiting, and I'm aware that I'm going to hell, but it doesn't bother me, because only through love can you truly care about anything. All that's in my heart is wickidness. You know how when you think about past memories or do things you like and you get this good feeling, I have nothing. The dead know nothing. Its indescribable. All I can say is I cant stress enough how much Jesus loves all of you, and that he accepts you just how you are right now. If you can Love at all even a tiny bit, that's all he needs. Trust me when I say anything in this life is nothing compared to what will be waiting for you in heaven. I have no intuition anymore, I have no identity, and I don't mean that to sound dramatic I mean literally. Its like things I used to enjoy and hate I remember that I did like the, but I cant feel it. Nothing, youd think I would freak out, but without a soul it doesn't matter. I cant freak out, because that would require some sort of goodness to actually care. I know it sounds just like depression and apathy, but its not. Its just NOTHING.


Depression is a neurological, medial and psychiatric condition. There is no God punishing you by afflicting you with that. I am truly sorry someone scared you with that book to make you think natural biological problems were because you didn't kiss a fictional being's butt.

I have had depression all my life, it is also genetic too and I know it runs in my family. I suffered from it when I did believe and I still suffer from it occasionally now as an atheist. But there is no super hero vs a man with a pitchfork battling over the neurons in your brain. It is NATURAL and is best dealt with with professionals like psychiatrists and doctors like neurologists. 

We promise you you can if you really do want help, we promise you you can cope with it if you find the right professional help and skip the superstition and God belief. It is not impossible to cope with. The good news is there is no man in the sky threatening you.
Reply
#10
RE: I lost my Soul
(July 25, 2017 at 2:40 pm)GoneGuy Wrote: Basically I was a Christian, or at least I thought I was. I kept on sinning and just like it says if you blaspheme the Holy spirit its unforgivable. I ignored his promptings for years and then out of nowhere something in me was different. Literally in an instant. I have been separated from Gods presence here on earth and I cant even describe what it's like, but let me tell you that He loves everyone very much. Its like I don't exist anymore. My spirit's GONE. dead. I'm literally just existing in the flesh with no Love in me. I know I'm going to hell, and its just like the bible says those who reject him will be aware of their coming judgement. I cant stress it enough how important it is to Accept Jesus. Having no soul is like complete apathy, but not really because I cant feel anything. I just process everything around me. No enjoyment, satisfaction, nothing good. Just like the bible says everything good comes from God and it is so hard to describe what having no love, faith, or hope in you at all is like. I just exist, but I don't. I'm just waiting, and I'm aware that I'm going to hell, but it doesn't bother me, because only through love can you truly care about anything. All that's in my heart is wickidness. You know how when you think about past memories or do things you like and you get this good feeling, I have nothing. The dead know nothing. Its indescribable. All I can say is I cant stress enough how much Jesus loves all of you, and that he accepts you just how you are right now. If you can Love at all even a tiny bit, that's all he needs. Trust me when I say anything in this life is nothing compared to what will be waiting for you in heaven. I have no intuition anymore, I have no identity, and I don't mean that to sound dramatic I mean literally. Its like things I used to enjoy and hate I remember that I did like the, but I cant feel it. Nothing, youd think I would freak out, but without a soul it doesn't matter. I cant freak out, because that would require some sort of goodness to actually care. I know it sounds just like depression and apathy, but its not. Its just NOTHING.

Bi-Polar old fuck atheist.

If you need help, get it, your life matters.
Reply



Possibly Related Threads...
Thread Author Replies Views Last Post
  The Irish Are Making Up For Lost Time Minimalist 5 384 October 28, 2018 at 7:30 am
Last Post: Jehanne
  The universe is just one enormous 'Soul Filtering machine' Simon Moon 76 10143 September 29, 2017 at 3:12 pm
Last Post: Harry Nevis
  What does the (hypothetical) soul take with it? emjay 37 6609 April 14, 2015 at 11:23 pm
Last Post: dyresand
  Reach a lost and dying world for the Lord Jesus Christ.. TubbyTubby 30 5389 March 16, 2015 at 4:27 pm
Last Post: Ravenshire
  I was lost but now Im found tonyintheLight 244 22960 December 18, 2014 at 10:53 pm
Last Post: Whateverist
  In Christianity, Does Jesus' Soul Have Anything To Do With Why Jesus Is God? JesusIsGod7 18 6124 October 7, 2014 at 12:58 pm
Last Post: JesusHChrist
  In order for Jesus to change your soul first he has to break your spirit. Zidneya 6 1874 August 1, 2014 at 2:18 am
Last Post: Minimalist
  The Daily Show - Haters of the Lost Ark Minimalist 1 1134 April 9, 2014 at 2:16 pm
Last Post: LostLocke
  Soul creation Bravo 160 54256 June 22, 2012 at 12:00 am
Last Post: Godscreated



Users browsing this thread: 1 Guest(s)