Silver moon rising soon, it's a desert that only lives in your mind...Hi

[WinterHold]

I made some tea today.
It tastes like wood.

There was no milk, so I used dried milk.

[KittyAnn]

I wish if it stayed the same, 5 minutes ago I was very depressed.
Estimated 44 C today xD, you can cook eggs in the street.

Hello Atlas...i hope your depression is gone...and will never come back..

[WinterHold]

I wish if it stayed the same, 5 minutes ago I was very depressed.
Estimated 44 C today xD, you can cook eggs in the street.

Hello Atlas...i hope your depression is gone...and will never come back..

Hey Kitty ^_^ What would I do without your nice comments?
Something beautiful:

[KittyAnn]

Hello Atlas...i hope your depression is gone...and will never come back..

Hey Kitty ^_^ What would I do without your nice comments?
Something beautiful:

I'm here and I'll be always... here

[WinterHold]

Sometimes I feel like nothing really matters.

The beautiful hiding place just vanishes, and I find myself drowned in darkness.
Loneliness mixed with emptiness, the feeling suck very much, something like a dry, drowned duck ?

You just wish to close your eyes and sail, forget what was once your tomb, locked in it alive, so you strive and strive with this feeling of being lost, see your life wasted and burned, smoke another cigarette and drink another diet coke.

Hmmm you might say?

I trust God. He will get me through this if he wants. I pray so I pass this darkness. Maybe it's a step to make my future better, maybe this pain serves to make me stronger.

So yep, another day another wound

[WinterHold]

So I wanted to have a medieval night tonight, don't ask me why but nothing excites me more than cultural, ancient stuff, from the little statues up until the music.

Listen to this piece:






And let's speak girls. These natural, talented girls are hotter than than hot. I guess they also felt so amazing in cold nights as their bodies shined with warmth.

The music is -again- the fantastic part of all of this.

Add marijuana, and you got a win win. You got a night of your dreams.

Something also lovely and fantastic is some Ancient Arabic flavor in some songs:






<3 <3

Arabic women differ from European women in bodies <3 Arabic girls have more meat, more...mmm curves. European girls don't have that all the time. If you want perfection, it is a mixture of the two :

Mmmmm..I should do something with my life.

[WinterHold]

Don't know me. I'm one twisted personality, so different and so weird and so strange but it's not like I care, I stopped caring because simply everyday is the same I do the same in every situation, I never learn, I try to be nice but I guess it doesn't look good.

Sometimes I feel that the people around me enjoy keeping me in this state, hate seeing me rise, I was always criticized for being me, they enjoy seeing me broken, I was even told by a very close person -actually too many- that I deserve everything bad because I'm so arrogant.

Arrogant? why? because I trust my opinion? because I don't follow the stereotype?
When did I hurt anyone?
What did I do and when did I hurt a single person?
Just when?

And after it's too late, I discover that I was being lied on, everybody is living while I'm not, living a lie.
But was I wrong? I always question myself, but do people do? do the people around me ever ask themselves "what if our stupid fucked up customs and habits are wrong" ?

Do they question themselves?

[WinterHold]

Why am I writing here again?

I don't know how much time had passed, but I'm a lonely fuck. Truly I am so lonely, it must be like a curse or a destined path I must walk.

Well, there are many things I don't quite know. Many things that I also despise and hate, for example take the life views of many: they are fucking hypocrites ! prisons in the Arab world are filled with good people, but many of those outside don't give a shit.

The world is burning with global warming, but many shitheads don't care. The world is on the brink of a world war with atomic weapons filling every square inch; but so little care !

Some may say I'm still a kid in man's skin; my mind is "stupid and acting care to hide something deeper", but really?
Think about it, isn't the world fucked?

Just open the news and answer me. I can't sit around without doing nothing, the least I can do is talk about it.

I feel so down right now. But life goes on

[Nay_Sayer]

[Gawdzilla Sama]

Why am I writing here again?

I don't know how much time had passed, but I'm a lonely fuck. Truly I am so lonely, it must be like a curse or a destined path I must walk.

Be less of a dick.