Mystic's Journal.

[robvalue]

I wonder how she would feel if she was aware of this.

[Anomalocaris]

I wonder how she would feel if she was aware of this.

She would probably be scared of having acid thrown in her face if she declined.

[Mystic]

A little bit stressed because I have a midterm tomorrow and  an iteration of the project due today midnight, and an assignment due Friday.  However I am happy, and am doing well, all praise to God who helps me by his name and helpful blessed power on earth.

I feel I am increasing in feeling good the more I am grateful to God and my parents, and everyone who has helped me.

I love my friends I made at school.  They been a key part of me getting to where I am.

I love my nurse, who has helped me greatly, and I love the recreational therapist as well. I love my doctor and over everyone one of the staff at the mental health center I go to.

I feel so much gratitude to everyone of them who has helped me so much.

I love my family, my brothers and sisters and my parents, they been a key foundation.

I love God and his Messenger and his successors, who have a laid a clear psychological guidance and a path to a cure for me and explained all that I must know and all that will make me see the way forward.

All praise to God who guided me to this, and I would not have been guided, were it not that he guided me.

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I wonder how she would feel if she was aware of this.

She is aware I am sure.

[Brian37]

A little bit stressed because I have a midterm tomorrow and  an iteration of the project due today midnight, and an assignment due Friday.  However I am happy, and am doing well, all praise to God who helps me by his name and helpful blessed power on earth.

I feel I am increasing in feeling good the more I am grateful to God and my parents, and everyone who has helped me.

I love my friends I made at school.  They been a key part of me getting to where I am.

I love my nurse, who has helped me greatly, and I love the recreational therapist as well. I love my doctor and over everyone one of the staff at the mental health center I go to.

I feel so much gratitude to everyone of them who has helped me so much.

I love my family, my brothers and sisters and my parents, they been a key foundation.

I love God and his Messenger and his successors, who have a laid a clear psychological guidance and a path to a cure for me and explained all that I must know and all that will make me see the way forward.

All praise to God who guided me to this, and I would not have been guided, were it not that he guided me.

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I wonder how she would feel if she was aware of this.

She is aware I am sure.

Part of taking that emotional risk of telling someone you are attracted to them, is the willingness to ACCEPT only they have the right to accept or reject your advance. And do not confuse attraction with love. I did, and it is a huge mistake and causes needless self inflicted negative emotions. 

The only way to pragmatically take that risk, is to not take it personally if you get rejected. I got rejected plenty of times in my life. I also did not get rejected too. I have dated and been married. You can find someone, but only when you relax, and don't stress out, and be yourself, and don't take it personally if a female says no.

[Angrboda]

I'm glad you are doing well.

[Mystic]

Getting ready for an exam coming up in 9 days.

I missed a lot of prayers this year, but I am on a streak now, and I hope and pray to God that I will never miss a prayer again.

The daily connections are like a recharging battery and keeps me in balance, and keeps my perspective and love power source connected.

Lest I go to other doors then God's, or rely on other then him, or travel towards other then him, or live for something petty, I don't want to miss any prayers anymore.

[SaStrike]

Getting ready for an exam coming up in 9 days.

I missed a lot of prayers this year, but I am on a streak now, and I hope and pray to God that I will never miss a prayer again.

The daily connections are like a recharging battery and keeps me in balance, and keeps my perspective and love power source connected.

Lest I go to other doors then God's, or rely on other then him, or travel towards other then him, or live for something petty,  I don't want to miss any prayers anymore.

In 10 days time, you will. Or after the results of the exam.

[Brian37]

Getting ready for an exam coming up in 9 days.

I missed a lot of prayers this year, but I am on a streak now, and I hope and pray to God that I will never miss a prayer again.

The daily connections are like a recharging battery and keeps me in balance, and keeps my perspective and love power source connected.

Lest I go to other doors then God's, or rely on other then him, or travel towards other then him, or live for something petty,  I don't want to miss any prayers anymore.

I have missed Sundays since I was a teen. I still managed to go to college and graduate, and did so without praying to any god.

What you want is a sense of belonging, a sense of meaning, a feeling of importance. I was your age once. Nothing will make you happy if you are simply living live for antiquity, instead of living for yourself.

I cannot expect you to leave your religion. But don't go down that rabbit hole. Nothing good is going to come from zealously clinging to a desire. An obsession is always an obsession, regardless if it is over a female, a celebrity, or a god.

I cant repeat this enough, you view your god like I viewed Ann McCarthy. I wasted years of my life chasing her only to have her reject me.

If you become that obsessed with ANYTHING others in your ranks can lead and will lead you to do bad things to yourself and to others.

It is ok to be yourself. And it is great you are getting an education, but don't become so obsessed with your religion, that you become so ridged as to not see the humanity and good of humans whom do not share your beliefs.

[Anomalocaris]

Getting ready for an exam coming up in 9 days.

I missed a lot of prayers this year, but I am on a streak now, and I hope and pray to God that I will never miss a prayer again.

The daily connections are like a recharging battery and keeps me in balance, and keeps my perspective and love power source connected.

Lest I go to other doors then God's, or rely on other then him, or travel towards other then him, or live for something petty,  I don't want to miss any prayers anymore.

Wrong priority

Learn more, pray less, and grow up and stop sucking on pacifiers no matter how good that might make you feel. That would make you more of an asset and less of a liability to humanity.

[*Deidre*]

Good luck on your exams, MK!