2019 has sucked a fat one so far

[Godscreated]

Just need to vent. 

Mid January, I lost my best friend and doggo companion suddenly, awfully, and expensively. Tanner passed away, and I was and am still fucking wrecked. I loved that puppo with everything I have. He was like my son, and I miss him so much every day.

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Two days after Tanner passed, my grandmother died as well. She was 95 years old and had breast cancer, so it was 100% expected and a bit of a relief as she was in pain, but I loved her.

And today, one of the guys who rents a room from me died in his sleep. He was morbidly obese and a smoker, so it wasn't an extraordinary surprise, but it was still a crazy ass day that started with me getting a call from my other renter that the fire department had bashed in my front door when the guy's boss dropped by to see if he was okay and peeked through the window to see him unresponsive. I spent the rest of the day hanging a new front door and talking with the guy's estranged son to coordinate his picking up his things.

Fuck this year right in the butthole.

 I'm sorry to hear about your losses, things will get better. Hopefully all the rain and clouds we've had here in Tennessee will soon pass and nice sunny days will come and make us all feel better. I lost two dogs back in October because someone was irresponsible while keeping them for us while we were on vacation so I know how much that hurts. Stay strong and look for a brighter year soon.

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[EgoDeath]

Damn. I'm sorry you've had a tough year so far. That sucks. Sometimes it seems like life hands us a basket full of trouble and hardships when we least need it. And it wouldn't be enough to just deal with one death or loss of something or someone we loved... would it?

Fuck man. No real words that can help you here, just that I hear you and hear your pain and even though I don't know you well, I hope some people on here do well you know enough that you can confide in even more. Shitty man. Try to keep your head up.