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RE: Fear After Leaving?
February 1, 2025 at 7:44 pm
(February 1, 2025 at 4:54 pm)PhCritique Wrote: (January 29, 2025 at 4:32 pm)BrianSoddingBoru4 Wrote: Sounds like you really want to re-join your church.
Boru
If I were to share my recent 'feelings' with them, that'll be a huge mistake. It be like giving them the keys to my car. Returning is literally going backwards. I appreciate truth and science.
Thanks everyone. Your insights are more practical than the alternative.
If I weren't all in as an evangelist, Universalism would be a fair option.
Atheism would be far less confusing for me. My past includes false equivalencies between a god and personal desires. Logically, my identity or upbringing has nothing to do with the planet's or the universe's origins. No wonder I'm feeling this way. Like god, feelings aren't real. We are real. Actions are real.
Everyone's feedback is appreciated.
De nada. I sincerely hope you manage to work it out. Best of luck!
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RE: Fear After Leaving?
February 1, 2025 at 11:17 pm
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(February 1, 2025 at 4:54 pm)PhCritique Wrote: Everyone's feedback is appreciated.
Just spitballing here, but seeing as how one of the satisfying aspects of evangelical belief is the evangelism itself..you might find your mental state improved by finding some other cause to evangelize for. What other things do you feel strongly about, that you could bond with a community over as a shared interest, and maybe do a little good in the world?
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