I would take a bullet for you for how much I care about you, and I would take it to the head if I had to, but have chosen not to talk to you, only out of respect of the relationship you have with another a long with the fact, I haven't been able to hide my feelings from you. 

You were the fun to talk too, never enjoyed company of a human being more then you.

It will be sad to see you go but I am happy you graduate this year and can move on with your life.

May God reward your parents for raising such a noble daughter with so much compassion and kindness!

CIJS

From an introvert's POV, people are fucking weird and exhausting.

Yeah baby, watch me drop it into third to get up the hill. Look at all that sensible stopping distance I’m giving. You know you love it.

(April 21, 2018 at 8:12 pm)J a c k Wrote: Why do people assume that we’re missing out if we don’t have the normal?

I can relate to this part so deeply.

I appreciated the rest of your venting too. Feels good to get thoughts out there doesn't it?

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(April 22, 2018 at 3:33 am)KevinM1 Wrote: CIJS

From an introvert's POV, people are fucking weird and exhausting.

Amen to that.

(April 17, 2018 at 8:49 pm)Jörmungandr Wrote: I think long distance relationships can help clarify and solidify the non-superficial aspects of a relationship.  Just my two cents worth.

That's insightful Jor. I've found that sometimes on the internet or long distance we can get to know a person from the inside out, we notice how they keep up and care about and share everyday life, when they clearly don't have to.

You get to appreciate and take to heart the inner beauty without the distraction of life around you. I think also because you are talking long distance the time you have is set aside for that person.

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CIJS

When the people I know who knew me as a christian come to me and ask..

Why are you angry at god ?

No I'm not angry at god, I really don't believe there is a god to be angry at..
I'm angry that I once believed that there was god to be angry at..

I'm frustrated that you don't understand what I'm saying, and that you assume that deep down i still believe, if only I would forgive myself and god...

I'm angry when you come to me and say ''The Lord led me to say'' when really it's all in your head, I'm frustrated that really you don't see that the kindness is within you that you are a beautiful person even without god.

I'm irritated because I know you are so much better than your religion, you do beautiful things then give your god the glory, when I want you to see just how lovely you are..

I'm angry that religion steals beautiful souls..

So yes sometimes i really am angry, frustrated, and irritated, but not one iota of it is because i'm angry at god.

(April 22, 2018 at 7:06 am)possibletarian Wrote:

(April 17, 2018 at 8:49 pm)Jörmungandr Wrote: I think long distance relationships can help clarify and solidify the non-superficial aspects of a relationship.  Just my two cents worth.

That's insightful Jor. I've found that sometimes on the internet or long distance we can get to know a person from the inside out, we notice how they keep up and care about and share everyday life, when they clearly don't have to.

I've noticed this too

Quote:You get to appreciate and take to heart the inner beauty without the distraction of life around you. I think also because you are talking long distance the time you have is set aside for that person.

Me too

(April 22, 2018 at 5:38 am)robvalue Wrote: Yeah baby, watch me drop it into third to get up the hill. Look at all that sensible stopping distance I’m giving. You know you love it.

Oh laaaawrd I laughed too hard with this.

(April 22, 2018 at 3:33 am)KevinM1 Wrote: CIJS

From an introvert's POV, people are fucking weird and exhausting.

Well, if we ever meet, the experience can really give you a broader horizon than that.

CIJS, that booty calls between the hours of 2:00am and 7:00am are disrespectful. Proper Planning Prevents Piss Poor Booty Calls Remember the 4Ps and a BC.

(April 22, 2018 at 10:28 am)J a c k Wrote:

(April 22, 2018 at 5:38 am)robvalue Wrote: Yeah baby, watch me drop it into third to get up the hill. Look at all that sensible stopping distance I’m giving. You know you love it.

Oh laaaawrd I laughed too hard with this.  

Hehe awesome