I was kind of a complete mess when I got on these meds. I'm taking higher than the highest recommended dosage and Xanax. I like me a lot better since I've been on them. Like I said, it doesn't fix everything but it makes a huge difference. I'm going to be okay. I have to be. Hearing that you guys quit meds and didn't go all psycho suicide is encouraging though. Never google something you don't want to be nervous about.

Working on setting up some labs.

Tired as hell.

Drinking beer and checking out tumblr.

Doing some laundry. Celebrating my third promotion in six months. Killin' it!

Watching some old episodes of Top of the Pops on youtube. With Jimmy Savile presenting of all people. Luckily there don't seem to be underage girls in the audience.

Getting up, very slowly. Somehow I really messed up my sleep pattern yesterday, and with today comes the same sense of oversleeping. Groggy, headachy. Ironically, I've had a couple naps to recalibrate. I seem to be alert now, but still weak. Just mailing off a package at Postal Annex, and getting a burrito. Not much else. Not sure if I'll see the Tx A&M v. Penn State match in the QF of the women's soccer tourney, but that's OK.

Maybe laundry tonight.

I'm contemplating the complexity that is the universe, and awing at the phantasm of my near infinitesimal smallness in light of- oh fuck it. I'm sitting eating cereal in my underwear, watching youtube videos and creeping the forums.

Bought a new TV as the old one just died on me

Getting ready to get on the Coaster to see Cake at the racetrack. Last time I saw them, the lead singer spent the entire time interrupting songs to bitch at the sound guy. I hope that doesn't happen again.

Making turkey stock and ham stock for soup from leftovers.