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What are you thinking about?
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 (October 14, 2014 at 11:05 pm)Little lunch Wrote: I just found out that this resort I used to work in years ago has been abandoned. I want to go!! Take me with you. Please please please!! I love abandoned places! I love then so much. Please I wanna go. 
I am thinking about how wonderful the season five premiere of The Walking Dead was.
"Never trust a fox. Looks like a dog, behaves like a cat."
~ Erin Hunter RE: What are you thinking about?
October 17, 2014 at 3:34 am
(This post was last modified: October 17, 2014 at 3:43 am by Losty.)
I wish my German would wake up because I'm anxious and lonely.
Newbie=FMAL 
Wondering why the last two weeks has seen a noticeably higher number of troll and/or sock accounts.
In every country and every age, the priest had been hostile to Liberty.
- Thomas Jefferson 
Revenge of the shaman!!! Dun dun dun dun
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October 21, 2014 at 12:06 am
(This post was last modified: October 21, 2014 at 12:08 am by JeffofGallifrey.)
I am thinking about a friend of mine...
I can not, for the life of me, figure out what it is about him that just turns me into the person I ought to be. He has me eager to clean house... my Mom would not believe that no matter what, lol. I met this guy last week... as I start talking with him more and more, I've discovered that he can say the same exact thing as everyone else and I will leave feeling inspired and loved... even if the last time I heard that it made me tired and glum. It's pretty stupid to say that I met a guy who improves my entire outlook on life, but... well he kinda magically does? (October 21, 2014 at 12:06 am)graciesings Wrote: I am thinking about a friend of mine... Not stupid at all, love. I feel the exact same way about my guy 
RE: What are you thinking about?
October 21, 2014 at 12:01 pm
(This post was last modified: October 21, 2014 at 12:02 pm by JeffofGallifrey.)
(October 21, 2014 at 2:07 am)Losty Wrote: Not stupid at all, love. I feel the exact same way about my guyIt is attractive, isn't it? I am not saying this out of a blind crush, though.... I met him with no plan to crush on him at all (for circumstantial reasons) and I still am not technically crushing on my friend. If this were teenage infatuation it would be something I decided could happen... Not something that snuck up on me. So... well, all I know is that he is a good friend to have on hand.
I'm not a teenager, I'm 25. My situation snuck up on me too. Not only was I not planning on it, but I was planning on not having it. I made it abundantly clear that it was something I didn't want. Not only clear to him, but to every person that I spoke to in a more intimate way. Everyone who I saw as a close friend knew that any feelings beyond friendship were off the table for me. Then out of nowhere I found myself wanting to talk to him more. Loving the sound of his voice. Hanging on his words. Being impacted by them in ways that anyone else saying the same thing to me wouldn't have had an effect, or at least not that effect. At first I rejected the feelings. No it just means we are really good friends. Anything more than that isn't an option. Eventually, I accepted that I wanted so much more than that and that anything less was simply not enough. I decided to let go and just go with those feelings. I'm really glad I did. In the midst of all the other parts of my life crashing down, I have this thing that we have as something I can hold on to. And I am actually happy for the first time in a long time.
 Well, I will stop talking like a lovesick teenager now and let you get back to thinking about your guy. 
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