Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...

[Edwardo Piet]

CIJS: Expresssive face--

[Losty]

CIJS...I'm allowed to get tired just like everyone else. I know I try so hard to pull through everything. I know I feel weird about complaining so I rarely do, even if you're pushing too hard. I know you want to be my friend. But here a thing about friends, friends don't just hear the words that you say, friends don't just see the face that you wear and accept it for who you are. Friends look deeper. When you're looking deeper perhaps you could take a moment to notice that you're drowning me in burdens. It seems like it should be obvious what with my being a single mother bogged down with medical issues and currently on bedrest but hey...it's ok to be oblivious sometimes. Just please...I seriously can't breathe.

[thesummerqueen]

Was the talk productive?

It generally is with him. We communicate pretty well. He's always been supportive of me going after my goals, even if it costs me some friends, because a true friend wouldn't shit on me for requiring lots of time to, I don't know, find a better paying job, and continue losing weight and getting healthier. I'm alone - I have no partner to bolster me financially or 'physically' (like being home to walk the dog and thus giving me more time) so I have to do everything by myself, by my own efforts, and in my own time. And he continues to encourage me to say "fuck everyone else who can't understand that."

But why quote me?

Ah drama.... I've been recently called a "drama queen"... YAY!

Well, you do seem pretty amused by all of our drama.

[pocaracas]

But why quote me?  

Ah drama.... I've been recently called a "drama queen"... YAY!

Well, you do seem pretty amused by all of our drama.

Do I?
Or is my drama a bit worse and I'm just trying to put on a mask of amusement to try and cope?...

[Edwardo Piet]

Aww.

[Joods]

CIJS...

I am not impressed.

[Edwardo Piet]

CIJS

My day is going very well.

[thesummerqueen]

Do I?
Or is my drama a bit worse and I'm just trying to put on a mask of amusement to try and cope?...

Only you can reveal that.

[Ben Davis]

Oh mah gaaaaaah Ben Davis posted in my thread!  

Careful, I don't want you bashing yourself about. If this keeps happening, I'm going to fit you with fluffy cushions.

Lol thanks. Make yourself cozy. There's tons of mayo in the cabinets, and lots of ropes. Don't ask.

I've heard rumours about Hammy's mayo and what he gets up to in the evenings. I think in this case ignorance is bliss.

Also, help yourself to Portuguese tacos (you heard me)

Best. Euphemism. Evar.

love novels

I've also heard about your love novels and your penchant for a certain Real Time presenter. Although I'm sorely tempted, I want to keep my innocence... for a little while longer, at least

and tea. Lots and lots of Bella tea.

Bella, we need a Tea-off! And possibly a Biscuit-off.

But mainly tea

You're welcome.  

[pocaracas]

Do I?
Or is my drama a bit worse and I'm just trying to put on a mask of amusement to try and cope?...

Only you can reveal that.

yeah... not sure anyone wants to hear my tale... so I keep it to myself...
That way, there be monsters...