Technically not Christian as so many so called Christians have pointed out.
Christianity is flawed through its division and lack of acceptance of other religions based on the same texts.
I am truely sorry that you didn't find what you were looking for. It is there. It is in everything. In order to find it you must be wholly truthful with yourself. Through this truth you will begin to act in a real selfless manner. Through these actions and prayer to God in order to stay true the Lord will seek you out. It may take some time. It may be happening now. I can't know, for it is not my place.
I do not know the words to give. Know that it is there. Society displaces many impertant instincts. These instincts are for the perception of reality. Center yourself and have patience. Displace negativity.
I went through personal hell by my own hands. At my breaking point I was saved. Perhaps you haven't been tried to my extent. I saw signs before it actually happened. These signs have me Faith, piece by piece. By know means do I ask that you take the word of any man. It will find you if you are true to yourself and other beings.
I am anti-social. I share these things because I have been called to do so. I never cared what others thought. I actually fit most signs of psychopathy minus the ego. I am not a social creature. I used to literally hate society for its blindness.
To be clear, I wasn't at my house. I was driving . To be more clear, I prove my faith daily. I do not deceive myself for I am my biggest enemy.
Christianity is flawed through its division and lack of acceptance of other religions based on the same texts.
I am truely sorry that you didn't find what you were looking for. It is there. It is in everything. In order to find it you must be wholly truthful with yourself. Through this truth you will begin to act in a real selfless manner. Through these actions and prayer to God in order to stay true the Lord will seek you out. It may take some time. It may be happening now. I can't know, for it is not my place.
I do not know the words to give. Know that it is there. Society displaces many impertant instincts. These instincts are for the perception of reality. Center yourself and have patience. Displace negativity.
I went through personal hell by my own hands. At my breaking point I was saved. Perhaps you haven't been tried to my extent. I saw signs before it actually happened. These signs have me Faith, piece by piece. By know means do I ask that you take the word of any man. It will find you if you are true to yourself and other beings.
I am anti-social. I share these things because I have been called to do so. I never cared what others thought. I actually fit most signs of psychopathy minus the ego. I am not a social creature. I used to literally hate society for its blindness.
To be clear, I wasn't at my house. I was driving . To be more clear, I prove my faith daily. I do not deceive myself for I am my biggest enemy.