I've read the entire OP. You've got some major flawed thinking.
According to what you stated, any action that I take (or action that is directed at me) that provides me a "rewarding experience" is therefore good? Flawed example: Lets say that I get a "rewarding experience" out of torturing small animals and killing people. I'm rewarded, therefore it is good. Flawed example: I abuse narcotics and get a short term "rewarding experience", therefore it is good. Flawed example: I get a "rewarding experience" every time someone abuses me, therefore it is good.
What exactly do you believe the scientific community should be testing? Describe a test? That your ideas should even be considered by the scientific community is grandiose and a bit delusional. Also the resurrection premise of eternal blissful life is magical thinking.
Why do we need to present your theory to the scientific community. If you believe it has validity you present it. Make and appointment with a psychologist or psychiatrist and hand him a copy. Something tells me you might have already tried this and not got the results you wanted. That is why you are enlisting us.
You have some revenge thoughts that are disturbing. Example: lighting people on fire, taking away others hope and meaning in life that you perceive have harmed you, killing morality so that it can have a rebirth into a life of eternal bliss.
You repeatedly mention "treatment resistant". Are you currently in/receiving treatment? If you are, please stay there. If you are not, please seek it out.
According to what you stated, any action that I take (or action that is directed at me) that provides me a "rewarding experience" is therefore good? Flawed example: Lets say that I get a "rewarding experience" out of torturing small animals and killing people. I'm rewarded, therefore it is good. Flawed example: I abuse narcotics and get a short term "rewarding experience", therefore it is good. Flawed example: I get a "rewarding experience" every time someone abuses me, therefore it is good.
What exactly do you believe the scientific community should be testing? Describe a test? That your ideas should even be considered by the scientific community is grandiose and a bit delusional. Also the resurrection premise of eternal blissful life is magical thinking.
Why do we need to present your theory to the scientific community. If you believe it has validity you present it. Make and appointment with a psychologist or psychiatrist and hand him a copy. Something tells me you might have already tried this and not got the results you wanted. That is why you are enlisting us.
You have some revenge thoughts that are disturbing. Example: lighting people on fire, taking away others hope and meaning in life that you perceive have harmed you, killing morality so that it can have a rebirth into a life of eternal bliss.
You repeatedly mention "treatment resistant". Are you currently in/receiving treatment? If you are, please stay there. If you are not, please seek it out.
Being told you're delusional does not necessarily mean you're mental.
