If you're a Christian why should you fear God or hell, unless you're wanting to do things that go against your supposed Christian beliefs. If you're looking to jump ship let me say this, you want like, it if you are a Christian, the Holy Spirit will be convicting you at many turns, as I believe He is doing now. If conviction is what you are going through then wouldn't that mean there's a Holy Spirit and if that's true then there must be a God since He is part of the God Head, and if He's convicting you what is He convicting you about, to love and serve God or salvation. Go ask God and find your answer, He want's a personal relationship with you, one that's centered in love, not fear of Him and hell. Christians aren't going to hell so we do not worry about it, and Christians look to serve God for the redemption of the lost. When we get out of line He will correct us as any loving parent would do. So if you really do believe why worry, if you don't then I guess you have a reason to worry, because it's evident you've be introduced to Jesus. Most people who claim to be Christians and are looking for excuses not to believe anymore are doing things or considering doing things that are against God and if they are feeling bad about it they're under conviction. As a youth leader I've seen this, pressure from your friends outside church can be a powerful thing, but not if you truly love God.
If you are doing as Randy mentioned then you should be deeply afraid of God, God will protect those who love Him, you should consider with a very serious mind and heart what you're trying to accomplish here.
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If you are doing as Randy mentioned then you should be deeply afraid of God, God will protect those who love Him, you should consider with a very serious mind and heart what you're trying to accomplish here.
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God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.