First of all, it is okay that you feel distant from God right now. that's normal. Through my walk with Christ, there have been MANY times where i've felt distant from Him, but that doesn't make you any less of a follower. Your faith will go through seasons-- sometimes, you will feel like you are walking side-by-side with God, and sometimes you will feel like you are forever away from Him, and that's okay. It's really good that you realize that you need God and that you have the desire to get closer to Him. So understand that that is normal and it doesn't make you any less of a believer.
Your best bet is to pray and spend time with Jesus alone reading the Bible and praying and worshipping Him. That is to say, spend time with Him alone.
God knows how you feel and He wants the best for you. Ask God to help you. Talk to Him just as you have to us. You are not a horrible person. Trust in God. He will show you the way.
I'll pray for you too. God Bless You! Remember this: God will NEVER leave you and only wants your unconditional love and total devotional above all others.
If that doesn't make you feel a bit queasy and snap you back to reality then I don't know what will![Panic Panic](https://atheistforums.org/images/smilies/panic.gif)
Your best bet is to pray and spend time with Jesus alone reading the Bible and praying and worshipping Him. That is to say, spend time with Him alone.
God knows how you feel and He wants the best for you. Ask God to help you. Talk to Him just as you have to us. You are not a horrible person. Trust in God. He will show you the way.
I'll pray for you too. God Bless You! Remember this: God will NEVER leave you and only wants your unconditional love and total devotional above all others.
If that doesn't make you feel a bit queasy and snap you back to reality then I don't know what will
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