RE: Feeling pretty gutted
October 14, 2015 at 6:09 am
(This post was last modified: October 14, 2015 at 6:11 am by MTL.)
The only real reason I want others to hear the story,
and preferably hear both sides,
is because, unlike my sister,
I actually care about my integrity.
My sister says I'm the bad guy.
I say she's the bad guy.
I'm willing to hear WHY I'm the bad guy, though,
and she is NOT willing to hear why she is the bad guy.
And I worry that, despite my best efforts to consider all points of view...
....maybe she's right.
In some way I haven't considered, maybe she's right, and I'm the loser,
and I really do not deserve any respect.
I'd rather have people be brutally honest with me about that
....maybe there's just something I'm failing to see.
I don't want to deceive myself.
I'm not fishing for pity, whatsoever, here, guys....I'd always prefer the hard truth.
and preferably hear both sides,
is because, unlike my sister,
I actually care about my integrity.
My sister says I'm the bad guy.
I say she's the bad guy.
I'm willing to hear WHY I'm the bad guy, though,
and she is NOT willing to hear why she is the bad guy.
And I worry that, despite my best efforts to consider all points of view...
....maybe she's right.
In some way I haven't considered, maybe she's right, and I'm the loser,
and I really do not deserve any respect.
I'd rather have people be brutally honest with me about that
....maybe there's just something I'm failing to see.
I don't want to deceive myself.
I'm not fishing for pity, whatsoever, here, guys....I'd always prefer the hard truth.