Nothing new, I'd be doomed to repeat myself, by definition.
What would you do if you woke up one morning and suddenly had tons of energy and enthusiasm, you were massively happy but you had no explanation for it whatsoever, and when people asked you why you were so happy you felt like you either had to say "I don't know!" or make up reasons... and what would you do if this energy wouldn't go away and you only needed 4 hours sleep a night, and it seemed totally harmless and positive... would you accept this experience as a gift and not wish to explain it, or would you want to explain it and figure out how to get the feeling back if you lost it... and/or would you be concerned that it would become more intense and become a problem... even if, say, 8 months down the line it hadn't worsened and become more intense, but it had been the same stable state of intense inexplicable enthusiasm, energy and motivation?
What would you do if you woke up one morning and suddenly had tons of energy and enthusiasm, you were massively happy but you had no explanation for it whatsoever, and when people asked you why you were so happy you felt like you either had to say "I don't know!" or make up reasons... and what would you do if this energy wouldn't go away and you only needed 4 hours sleep a night, and it seemed totally harmless and positive... would you accept this experience as a gift and not wish to explain it, or would you want to explain it and figure out how to get the feeling back if you lost it... and/or would you be concerned that it would become more intense and become a problem... even if, say, 8 months down the line it hadn't worsened and become more intense, but it had been the same stable state of intense inexplicable enthusiasm, energy and motivation?