My pathetic whining about how I want a relationship

[Iroscato]

My best piece of groundwork advice would be: stop coming across as an arsehole. People generally react to arseholes by acting like arseholes to them. If you're not an arsehole, then the only ones who act like arseholes to you are themselves just arseholes. It's very much a cyclical, pay-it-forward kind of system. The world owes you nothing, so it would be best if you rather rapidly got out of the mindset that it does and tried making a damn effort with people. The cycle has to stop somewhere, and you're the one most capable of breaking it. Ball's in your court. Otherwise, good luck getting anyone to be interested in you if you continue with this immature bullshit.

I do sympathise with you, it may not be entirely your fault. But now is the time to start pulling your wieght and actively seeing what you can do to change your circumstances, because nobody else can do it for you.