(November 30, 2015 at 8:57 am)DespondentFishdeathMasochismo Wrote: I wish there was something I could do that I would enjoy. I just don't want to do something where I get mixed up with a bunch of people outside my age group. It fucking sucked when I signed up for a drawing class at my local art center, it was all old people. I quit within like one day. I have been trying to find something that I would enjoy doing for such a long time, I don't know what I could possibly do that I would enjoy myself in. I hate standing around alone at concerts, I fucking despise being at school, there just doesn't seem to be a way to communicate with anyone. It pisses me off how in our culture, nothing is really expected of you to have meaningful relations with those who live around you. It's so lonely. My parents pay for an apartment for me, I dread the prospect of going back to school because it's fucking torture in there, I also hate the prospect of getting a job because I would still be unhappy.
(November 30, 2015 at 8:53 am)Redbeard The Pink Wrote: Oh, and bring friends with you, especially if you're going to keep trying bars and concerts. People seem more socially capable if they're in a group with other people.
I don't even know a single person's phone number in my area. That's not an option.
Ah. I see.
In that case, you need to learn how to enjoy things, and you need to learn to make friends. Not being able to do either is going to totally fuck you.
This thing you enjoy doesn't have to be, like, your life's calling...just something you like to go do sometimes. It could even be several things if no one thing works. I'm a bit of a Renaissance Man, myself, so I tend to engage in lots of different activities because I enjoy doing lots of different things.
Honestly, I'm not sure what to tell you at this point that won't just give you license to plunge into further despair. People have made plenty of suggestions, and your response seems to generally be "But I can't DO any of that stuff! I just CAN'T! I just hate all humans, and I hate everything they do socially, and I hate every activity I try."
If it's that bad, relationships should be the last thing on your mind, and establishing some kind of quality of life should be your first priority.
Verbatim from the mouth of Jesus (retranslated from a retranslation of a copy of a copy):
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you too will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. How can you see your brother's head up his ass when your own vision is darkened by your head being even further up your ass? How can you say to your brother, 'Get your head out of your ass,' when all the time your head is up your own ass? You hypocrite! First take your head out of your own ass, and then you will see clearly who has his head up his ass and who doesn't." Matthew 7:1-5 (also Luke 6: 41-42)
Also, I has a website: www.RedbeardThePink.com
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you too will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. How can you see your brother's head up his ass when your own vision is darkened by your head being even further up your ass? How can you say to your brother, 'Get your head out of your ass,' when all the time your head is up your own ass? You hypocrite! First take your head out of your own ass, and then you will see clearly who has his head up his ass and who doesn't." Matthew 7:1-5 (also Luke 6: 41-42)
Also, I has a website: www.RedbeardThePink.com
