RE: My pathetic whining about how I want a relationship
November 30, 2015 at 9:19 am
(This post was last modified: November 30, 2015 at 9:19 am by DespondentFishdeathMasochismo.)
Establishing some kind of quality of life?! LOL! I guess if my happiness relies on friendship, or the lack thereof. I'm not really feeling any closer to a conclusion of what I can try. If I knew some way that I could get involved and make some friends, then I would be happy to try it. I just don't feel like there's really a good way to do that, I don't know what I could possibly do in my area that would bring me closer to others. I try to get out of the house, it just doesn't work. Yes, I am very depressed about that, it's the absolute bane of my existence, that I don't get to experience a fun life, like so many other people do. It's gotten to the point that when people talk about having fun, I just want to tell them to shut the fuck up and respect that fact that I never have any. Of course that leads to people saying "okay well then go away and don't talk around here anymore", but i'm getting frustrated just talking about it right now. I'm just going to listen to vocaloid and just try to remain cool.
I think pink hat and I have established that making friends would be a more important pursuit anyways.
(November 30, 2015 at 9:17 am)Evie Wrote: @ OP
I felt exactly the same until I had my first and only one that lasted a year and four months.
I was so desperate and depressed about not having one.
But I really wish I hadn't had that relationship now... I'd rather still be single and a virgin than having had what I've been through in the one I had.
I think pink hat and I have established that making friends would be a more important pursuit anyways.
