(November 30, 2015 at 9:19 am)DespondentFishdeathMasochismo Wrote: Establishing some kind of quality of life?! LOL! I guess if my happiness relies on friendship, or the lack thereof. I'm not really feeling any closer to a conclusion of what I can try. If I knew some way that I could get involved and make some friends, then I would be happy to try it. I just don't feel like there's really a good way to do that, I don't know what I could possibly do in my area that would bring me closer to others. I try to get out of the house, it just doesn't work. Yes, I am very depressed about that, it's the absolute bane of my existence, that I don't get to experience a fun life, like so many other people do. It's gotten to the point that when people talk about having fun, I just want to tell them to shut the fuck up and respect that fact that I never have any. Of course that leads to people saying "okay well then go away and don't talk around here anymore", but i'm getting frustrated just talking about it right now. I'm just going to listen to vocaloid and just try to remain cool.
(November 30, 2015 at 9:17 am)Evie Wrote: @ OP
I felt exactly the same until I had my first and only one that lasted a year and four months.
I was so desperate and depressed about not having one.
But I really wish I hadn't had that relationship now... I'd rather still be single and a virgin than having had what I've been through in the one I had.
I think pink hat and I have established that making friends would be a more important pursuit anyways.
Really you should start with learning how to be happy about anything at all, ever. Not sure what to tell you about how to do that, except get some therapy, but I'm sure the next thing I see will be some tirade about how all therapy sucks and nobody understands you.
Verbatim from the mouth of Jesus (retranslated from a retranslation of a copy of a copy):
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you too will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. How can you see your brother's head up his ass when your own vision is darkened by your head being even further up your ass? How can you say to your brother, 'Get your head out of your ass,' when all the time your head is up your own ass? You hypocrite! First take your head out of your own ass, and then you will see clearly who has his head up his ass and who doesn't." Matthew 7:1-5 (also Luke 6: 41-42)
Also, I has a website: www.RedbeardThePink.com
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you too will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. How can you see your brother's head up his ass when your own vision is darkened by your head being even further up your ass? How can you say to your brother, 'Get your head out of your ass,' when all the time your head is up your own ass? You hypocrite! First take your head out of your own ass, and then you will see clearly who has his head up his ass and who doesn't." Matthew 7:1-5 (also Luke 6: 41-42)
Also, I has a website: www.RedbeardThePink.com
