Happiness level after embracing atheism

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I'm very sorry to hear that Aroura I wish there was something I could say to help. I think it's really good you're getting therapy.

With regard to life being meaningless, all I can say is that it's better to realize now that this life is our one and only chance to experience things so we can seize it. The alternative is to coast through it thinking it's just a warmup. But I understand how "ignorance is bliss" in this regard, and religion has built up a false reality for you which has left a big hole now you've seen through it.