To kill a mocking depression

[rexbeccarox]

@Evie and @The_Empress

So is it more of an emotional feeling or like others have said does your internal monologue get hijacked? Does the emotion just overwhelm or is it tied together with toughs that the emotions reinforce?

It's hard to say... I think it's a hijacking. It's why therapy is important: because I forget where the phantom hijacker stops and I begin. My sister says that when I'm in the midst of an episode, she can't wait to get me back, and sometimes an episode will last for years. The one I'm trying to crawl out of has lasted about five years, maybe a little longer. Also, it's more like a lack of emotion for me.