I'm saying I deserved every bit of it and I had no right to throw the hissy fit that I did over it. In all honesty (which I would have NEVER admitted back then) I thought he was cute and while we were just joking and talking in class I thought he was pretty cool. I was afraid of what people would say if I admitted that I might like him because he was black. My step dad is actually the one that got the guy, Mario, to know that I was racist. He heard that I was talking to him from other kids that went to the alternative school he worked at and let it slip that I wouldn't date Mario because I didn't like black guys. Those kids told Mario and the whole thing blew up. My reaction, which made me feel justified in being racist, was not okay. He got mad and said those things then I had the audacity to go see this is why I don't like black people. Makes me cringe to even think about how I could ever be like that.
“What screws us up the most in life is the picture in our head of what it's supposed to be.”
Also if your signature makes my scrolling mess up "you're tacky and I hate you."
Also if your signature makes my scrolling mess up "you're tacky and I hate you."
