What motivates theists to come here?

[LadyForCamus]

TBH Atlas, I don't really see how you have tested your faith at all since you've been here.  You seem to avoid engaging in direct, thoughtful discussions related to your religious beliefs in favor of poetry writing and telling atheists they are going to hell.  In order to "test" your beliefs, you have to be willing to listen to other people, no just preach.  This is my perception, anyway.  Maybe others have had different experiences with you.  But I still think you're a very nice guy, if it's worth anything to you.  [emoji846]

The preaching would be met with a strong argument that suppresses it. 
Atheism is doing some quite good job in suppressing religions like (Sunni & Shiite Islam), but the same arguments become pretty much useless against what I have.

Take God. Using Computer Science concepts (mainly programming), I failed to find a single answer that satisfies what I have; 
first: why would discussing that be considered preaching? I'm just directing others to what I see, and here is the only place where somebody would stop me and call me a delusional and fanatic person.

I do believe and that is not lie. I don't put down things that I personally don't believe in; I also don't follow priests and Islamic churches (like the Sunni Wahhabi church); their arguments are quite funny, and atheists just seem to shut their preaching up. So I do also think that I'm reciting stuff which had been covered for hundreds of years.

It's scary, because what if I'm lost? I would be the top in wrestling windmills and fighting ghosts while everybody is living their lives up -even fanatics-. Being a hero for the wrong cause is not that appealing. It sucks.

But I'll stay a believe until proven wrong. If this religion is true, then it shall be tough; God would be real. He would listen to my prayers.


BTW: I don't mix with Sunnies and Shiiettes, because obviously they hate thinking, and consider brain using an "atheistic behavior". It's the dark ages all over again in the Islamic church.