So basically, you've adopted this "God" into something so vital to your personal identity that the possibility of it's not existing not only is inconceivable, it would actually threaten your world? This "God" has to exist otherwise your life has no meaning? Is that what you're saying here?
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'
