Feeling inferior to pretty women (or women I like)

[Aoi Magi]

Yes, so what? I know many of you will call me a faggot or whatever. Idgf

I am a 21 year old male who has never kissed a girl or anything.  I often live off platonic loves. Liking a girl who I dont even know for years, and not being able to tolerate her presence because I start trembling, sweating, stuttering, cant think clearly, and feel like my legs have a 1000 KG ball attached to them (heavy). I often feel inferior to women who are pretty (in a specific way), or to the girl I like. Recently I even feel anger because is something I can barely control. Even when I read manga, or watch TV, etc. If there is a pretty female character, I almost immediatly feel annoyed by her. 

Take into account, though, that I am not shy in general. I speak well in public, and I can speak to anyone including women. EXCEPT, the girl I like. She is the only one who breaks me. 

Has anyone ever felt the same? It is like a love-hate sensation. You like her, and the same time you hate her.

Your opening statement is damn rude and disrespectful. If you already put answers in peoples mouth, why even bother asking?

And feeling perplexed, jealousy, fear or simply feeling inferior to someone you like is quite normal. Everyone feels it to various degrees, and it's mainly their own imaginations getting the better of them. Overcoming that with courage is the first step in starting a healthy relationship.