(September 3, 2016 at 5:04 pm)Macoleco Wrote: Yes, so what? I know many of you will call me a faggot or whatever. Idgf
I am a 21 year old male who has never kissed a girl or anything. I often live off platonic loves. Liking a girl who I dont even know for years, and not being able to tolerate her presence because I start trembling, sweating, stuttering, cant think clearly, and feel like my legs have a 1000 KG ball attached to them (heavy). I often feel inferior to women who are pretty (in a specific way), or to the girl I like. Recently I even feel anger because is something I can barely control. Even when I read manga, or watch TV, etc. If there is a pretty female character, I almost immediatly feel annoyed by her.
Take into account, though, that I am not shy in general. I speak well in public, and I can speak to anyone including women. EXCEPT, the girl I like. She is the only one who breaks me.
Has anyone ever felt the same? It is like a love-hate sensation. You like her, and the same time you hate her.
Yes I've felt the same in relation to nerves and talking with very very good looking women.
It's tough trying to have a convo with a woman about normal day to day things when the primitive part of your mind and your balls are screaming at you, telling you that impregnating this genetic masterpiece is imperative and worth risking your life and possibly some limbs for.
I'm 31 now though and better at controlling my emotions than I used to be
But I've never felt hatred for women for this reason that I can remember.
Are you ready for the fire? We are firemen. WE ARE FIREMEN! The heat doesn’t bother us. We live in the heat. We train in the heat. It tells us that we’re ready, we’re at home, we’re where we’re supposed to be. Flames don’t intimidate us. What do we do? We control the flame. We control them. We move the flames where we want to. And then we extinguish them.
Impersonation is treason.
