(September 22, 2016 at 12:02 pm)Cthulhu Dreaming Wrote: No, it's OK. I saw it already. I appreciate the effort, I just don't feel I'm in a very good position to do a damn thing about it.
I know and it sucks so much that life is like that, that no-one else can help with a person's internal struggles
I so wish I could do something because it tears me apart to see you in this pain, but I know there's nothing I can do or say that'll change the pain you feel and that you can't get help for And any suggestions I could have to feel better only work at most sporadically with me, and ultimately probably sound like woo or new-agey to everyone... it just feels wrong somehow to even suggest anything because I know it won't be good enough. I'll say it but I don't know how much help it will be, if any. At the moment I'm just trying to express myself so I've started learning about how to write poetry. I just want to be able to get shit out of me because I'm a bottler. That seems to my best way out of my hopelessness but I don't know what would be best for you
