RE: Anyone else start to feel like they're going insane when they get tired?
October 10, 2016 at 10:21 pm
I don't know if I can relate to precisely what you're talking about but I've experienced some weird sleep related thought patterns/dreams.
Sometimes when I have a lack of sleep I have VERY random sporadic depressing thoughts. Like I might be eating something and I'll think "I might aswell eat 100 of these, get diabetes, get fat and just fucking die." Or I'll be in work and I'll think I might aswell just live there forever and not even live a life outside work.
But they're not very long lasting thoughts usually, I imagine they're very short stabs of what manic depression feels like maybe.
Also I've experience sleep paralysis, it varies but I usually feel like I'm asleep and awake at the same time, I can only move very slowly and I never know whether I actually moved at all or if it was just in the dream. Sometimes it's accompanied by very strange loud sounds that sound a bit like a cross between aphex twin or slipknot.
I don't really fear going insane though.
Sometimes when I have a lack of sleep I have VERY random sporadic depressing thoughts. Like I might be eating something and I'll think "I might aswell eat 100 of these, get diabetes, get fat and just fucking die." Or I'll be in work and I'll think I might aswell just live there forever and not even live a life outside work.
But they're not very long lasting thoughts usually, I imagine they're very short stabs of what manic depression feels like maybe.
Also I've experience sleep paralysis, it varies but I usually feel like I'm asleep and awake at the same time, I can only move very slowly and I never know whether I actually moved at all or if it was just in the dream. Sometimes it's accompanied by very strange loud sounds that sound a bit like a cross between aphex twin or slipknot.
I don't really fear going insane though.
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