Special Report on Sexuality and Gender by New Atlantis

[EruptedCarcassBloat]

Dude, violence might make you feel good, yet would solve nothing. Infact, you might do a martyr. And you know religionists love martyrs.

I didn't imply that I would be violent, I said very specifically and TACTFULLY - like as in I made that distinction consciously in my head, the moment I wrote it - to say that someone else should hurt them, not me. You see what I did there? I'm careful with how I word things, but it still gets me into trouble sometimes. No, I won't lie, it really is a mental exercise of relief to just imagine the most violent thing playing out in my head sometimes, it's it gives me a feeling of satisfaction. I don't want to draw too many parallels to extreme metal music, because this probably would misrepresent a lot of people who's brains don't work exactly like mine; but with that careful indexing of what I'm about to say, I think that i can now say; that I think listening to metal music sort of gives me the same feeling. It's just that feeling of raw energy, just not holding back and doing symbolically what you want to do on the lower level of the reptile brain; in that primitive and ancient part of your brain responsible for survival, to just rip shit up; and have it be controlled by the higher rational part of your brain responsible for civilized society. Like I'm not going to lie, I would love to just beat the fuck out of a homophobe, but I've never been in a fight in my adult life, and I intend to keep it that way.