So I have had a few threads on here and I feel like a lot of you helped me and a lot of you intrigued me. But just the other night I officially ended it with my wife. Today my new life starts. I know that I'll have a few regrets and I'll wish that some things could change. The hardest part is that I still love my wife
But I know it can't work. I respect her and want her to live a good and happy life. But I have to move on. I would rather regret making this decision than never making it. There are people that I'll miss from my old life. Friends that were one of kind, and crushes that I should have not thought about too much
I'll miss the community but not the restrictions...
I am not calling myself an atheist yet. I am pretty sure there is no god but I'm holding out hope. I would love to see my mom again and this earth being a paradise but I understand that hope doesn't equal evidence. Sorry Rudy Guliani, Trump isn't going to win.
So I might get on here once in a while. It seems like Tonus isn't very active so maybe I'll be the token ex-jw. Thanks guys for the support. And Rhythm... I hate you but we're still going fishing right?
But I know it can't work. I respect her and want her to live a good and happy life. But I have to move on. I would rather regret making this decision than never making it. There are people that I'll miss from my old life. Friends that were one of kind, and crushes that I should have not thought about too much

I am not calling myself an atheist yet. I am pretty sure there is no god but I'm holding out hope. I would love to see my mom again and this earth being a paradise but I understand that hope doesn't equal evidence. Sorry Rudy Guliani, Trump isn't going to win.
So I might get on here once in a while. It seems like Tonus isn't very active so maybe I'll be the token ex-jw. Thanks guys for the support. And Rhythm... I hate you but we're still going fishing right?