I'm "bitter" because all my life my dad treated me like crap, he did so and claimed God was real then cussed and smoked and did all the things he got mad at me for doing. He bad mouthed atheists but lived a life like one who didn't believe. Then one day he quit smoking and started going to church and saying things like "the only thing a regret is not taking you to church sooner." When I TRIED to get him to take me to church. I tried so hard and fought and did everything I could to get him out of the house.
He refused and got mad at me when I started to act up. and now that he's been saved, and I try to talk to him about the shit he did to me but his response was literally that he talked to god and that he had been forgiven for that. WHAT?!
Me, his human daughter that's standing right in front of him, my forgiveness for the SHIT he did to me is worth less then a guy that has a book that, No one has ever seen him. He refuses to show his face, Shit! What is my dad apologizing to him for? For some woman who supposedly ate a fucking apple against this supposed man's wishes THOUSAND'S OF YEARS AGO. It is ridiculous.
So Yeah I'm pissed. Not at the imaginary man in the sky, but at the stupid people who wrote a book to control people. to keep them from doing things THEY didn't agree with because they just wanted to control people. Millions of people are tricked into "believing" this bullshit and ignore the people that they love the most because lets face it, this is a cult that has spread so far and wide that it is now considered a religion.
It makes no sense and I refuse to be okay with it.
He refused and got mad at me when I started to act up. and now that he's been saved, and I try to talk to him about the shit he did to me but his response was literally that he talked to god and that he had been forgiven for that. WHAT?!
Me, his human daughter that's standing right in front of him, my forgiveness for the SHIT he did to me is worth less then a guy that has a book that, No one has ever seen him. He refuses to show his face, Shit! What is my dad apologizing to him for? For some woman who supposedly ate a fucking apple against this supposed man's wishes THOUSAND'S OF YEARS AGO. It is ridiculous.
So Yeah I'm pissed. Not at the imaginary man in the sky, but at the stupid people who wrote a book to control people. to keep them from doing things THEY didn't agree with because they just wanted to control people. Millions of people are tricked into "believing" this bullshit and ignore the people that they love the most because lets face it, this is a cult that has spread so far and wide that it is now considered a religion.
It makes no sense and I refuse to be okay with it.
