I can imagine feeling exactly like that. Depression is a liar, but it makes you feel what it tells you is true, so your head and your gut are saying the same thing . . . that the best thing is for you to die. I feel horrible for anyone who kills themselves and their families.
Whenever someone close to me or someone I'm a fan of (I wasn't a huge fan of LP, but I've seen them at music festivals) dies, I feel like I'm watching members of my team lose. People with mental illness and suicidal ideation can absolutely beat it, so it's really sad to see people succumb to it. Sometimes, I think if someone with all of those resources can't win, then how can I? Then, I realize that's retarded and just keep doing what I need to do.
Whenever someone close to me or someone I'm a fan of (I wasn't a huge fan of LP, but I've seen them at music festivals) dies, I feel like I'm watching members of my team lose. People with mental illness and suicidal ideation can absolutely beat it, so it's really sad to see people succumb to it. Sometimes, I think if someone with all of those resources can't win, then how can I? Then, I realize that's retarded and just keep doing what I need to do.
